Dream

goin to a gig was somewhere in nj and had to leave there to get to a gig oacked thr car tight and waa brining the band in thr car too we were srivibg to the gig but didnt know how to go realized i forgot my guitars then i took wwhat i thought was the right turn to go back but it was a ramp the gwb going into nyc tried to turn around but got stopped then we were all out of the car and filing through the bridge on foot in a giant line of people all trying to commute i was trying to find a short cut and one of the band members was stressed bc we were going to be late to the gig there were all of these scenes of areas of the bridge along the path back to mj the feelong waa being filed through a seriea of passageways but never getting anywhere i woke up abruptly but i dont remember what woke me up my firat thoughts were about being atuck in quarantine and feeling the monotony of each day oddly, i received an email from tarquin about gigs for the apring this was an email he said he was going to send 4 days ago

Nightmare

i had a nightmare last night it was a cinematic version of me staying with some people in the country. being accused of something by a person that person getting into a brutal to the death fight with one of the people you are staying with the accuser winning the fight by electrocuying the host with a car battery i run into another room and get someone to call the police then run out the door to get away and closer to where the police are coming from down the lane of the country house/farm. as im running i reslize they are following me i start to realize they are all after me and that the cop isnt going to protect me bc hes on their side. i realize that its like the kkk and im a black guy who is accused and will never find protection when i woke my first assoc was to how the senate acquitted trump, how the mob of white supremacy that is the senate has always protected its own no matter what the crime. they were able to do it again snd reinforce that feeling of subjugation and injustice and helplessness that the rest of us feel because we are not the priveledged